Miscarriage…Dealing.

How do I fix this? How do I fill this empty aching place inside of me? Two miscarriages, one at six weeks and one at 11 weeks. My life is full of love, happiness and laughter…art, festivities and music…work, drama and worry. And most days are good…productive and fun. Then suddenly it hits me and I feel like I’m going to die. And I don’t know how to deal with it. Where to put it. What color to paint it, how to sculpt it, what tuning it should be played in…two babies lost. and absolutely no desire to try again. and yet, there is this emptiness. how can it ever be filled? and should i even try?
“There is nothing that can be done except to bear it.” Frida Kahlo

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