Full moon bleeding time october leaves turning, I listen to ocean sounds like sighs on the wind.

I dreamed about a goat, an older red pinto nanny. When I saw her, I took her face in my hands like in the Last Unicorn and heart aching asked her, Where have you been? She looked me in the eye and said, I’ve been here all along.

I dreamed that I was in a ritual to honor Odin. There were three phases of Odin. Before his experience on Yggrasil, during and after. I was walking with the man who was playing the aspect of him afterwards. He was dressed as a Raven Man. We were overwhelmed by the prospect of doing the ritual, it was intense. He took his raven hat off and he was a youngish man, dark haired with a small mouth but full lips. He smiled shyly at me and kissed me very very softly as a way to connect with me, to say that we would do fine.